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Hello, everyone!

Yes. I AM alive.

Things have just been SO crazy. I've moved my older sister, been runited with my brother-in-law whom I hadn't seen in six years, and just found out that he was a liar and a total jerk, and a bunch of other stuff.

But, of course, noone cares about that, haha.

Anyways...

WEDNESDAY WAS MY BIRTHDAY!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

June 8th is the best day in the world!

(Crap, that reminds me. I didn't buy that manga I wanted...phooey...)

Daiya, I can't believe you...forgot. -_- *poke* AIKO! THANK YOU FOR THE CARD!! I got it today. I LOOOVE YOU! *hugs* I shall write you back soon. Ame, thanks for calling me!! You're a sweetie. *hugs*

I'm finally eighteen. FINALLY.  Now I just gotta watch out, and make sure I don't, like, beat anyone up or anything. Watch 'er. Heh.

 I am now liable. Craptastic.

Dai! Have you forgotten about me? *sob*

Where are you now? I heard you moved...Please, please call me sometime. I want to see you again in my lifetime. WE HAVE  LOTS TO CATCH UP ON! (Like, your stories...your art...your life...*grin*) You, Ame, and I have to go do something. ^_^  Or you have to come over...SOMEthing. I MISS EVERYONE!!!! I don't miss school, though. Just all of you.

Sorry I haven't posted in so long. I haven't been on the Internet in so long.

malithar  and I talked on YM today! That was a real treat. He was supposed to call me, but never did...unless my mom was on the phone...again... >.< Be sure to call me when you can, malithar ! Sorry if it was busy.

Dai, I finally REALLY started that diet that you kept trying to get me off of on the choir trip. (Doritos...ice cream...milkshakes...pop...candy...) *laughs*

WISH ME LUCK, everyone. I need it. (Yeah, yeah, go ahead and laugh, people. I AM fat. ^_~) It's all good, though. For the health. Bad things come with genetics and heredity, sometimes. *cringe* But, prepare to be somewhat suprised. It's gonna take time, but I know I have the support of my girls.

OH, MY GOSH. I am SO sunburnt. My arms are fried. I am, like, UBER freckled now. My face is just....MWAH, out there. It's funny. I look like...well, I don't know what I look like. But, thank God for aloe.

Oh, Christ, wish me luck with classes, too. I'm sure it'll go okay, though. I'm just up to my eyeballs with school, I don't want anymore. But, you gotta do what you gotta do.

Anyways, everyone looked really great on awards night.  theyoungman , eternalderiam , and malithar , you all totally rocked the nice look! ^_^  Dai, Ame, such pretty, pretty dresses!!! ^___^ I got the pictures back, WILL POST!! Dai is like, reaching for me, saying "You CAME!!" It's funny. :p I hope all of you can forgive me for not going to the graduation. It just...well, I couldn't have handled it. I'm sorry, though. BUT MY HEART WAS THERE! :p Cheesy, but true. I heard Emily's speech sucked balls, and her arrogance sucked even more. Go figure. I was like, the first to read Charlotte's, so I know it was good.

Well, I'm gonna go. I have to go to Cincinnati in the morning to a b-day party I don't even want to go to. Argh. Too many people.

A heartfelt shoutout to goodwillchick , nikkikoala90 , and everyone else. I haven't forgotten you!

All my love, everyone! I'll try to post more often.

By the way, theyoungman ...what about that lair? *grin*

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phoenixchildame , I saw this icon on Gravi Muse Meet. It's SOOOOOO adorable, I had to share. ^_________^

SOOOO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!

*grin*

Ach...

 theyoungman </span>was talking about wanting a hermit crab and a hamster at lunch today.

*schemes (somewhat)*

Thanks alot, theyoungman. Now, I want some pets. I really want some pets. I want a little white frog, a guinea pig, some of the black fish with the huge eyes, and a white rat to name Farnsworth Bentley. Yes, Farnsworth Bentley, the most pimptastic name for a rat. One of my best friends had one that I named Frederick Henry, the second most pimptastic name for a rat. :P

Actually, I wouldn't mind a little hermit crab myself, with their cute, teeny shells. ^____^  theyoungman, if you did get one, what would you name it??? Just curious.

Okay, enough with the pet banter.

aiko_chan2006 !!!!! I NEED SOME PICTURES OF YOU EMAILED TO ME!! At the gmail or yahoo accounts, of course. PLEEEASE! I want a color bar of you...I already know what I want it to say! ^___^

Actually, I need to make one of everyone. I have a great picture of Bryan slugging Jamie that has to be shared on the internet. *chuckle* (The look on Jamie's face...priceless.) Geez...there's aiko_chan2006  , eternalderiam,  theyoungman, daiyaonnamalithar , , jovo_chan,  raydoss...and Tichko! But I don't have his LJ SN, yet.  Someone tell me what it is!!!! ^_~ Any good pictures anyone wants to contribute would be sweetness! Then, everyone could have the colorbar to put on their info page. Sweet! ^____^

Anyways, today has been a good day.

Btw!!! raydoss , before I forget, welcome to the wonderful world of LiveJournal! Cousins are sweetness.

As I was saying, today has been a good day. Definitely alot better than...that other...one. I was just so PO'd the other day I couldn't keep my head straight. My true apologies to anyone who read that. >.< Just some days are worse than others, ya know? Sometimes people drive me nuts.

I swear, College is the best. The very, absolue best. I love everyone for just making my day. ^____^ Tyler and T-Mac are the greatest. theyoungman, Emily SO wants to bang you. Ah, well, who doesn't, right? *laughs* Poor eternalderiam. We know you hate Bush.

Another btw! I just want to send a shout out to nikkikoala </lj-user> and goodwillchick ! I love you both! ^____^

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Argh!!! Will someone please tell me why I GET like this?? I HATE this feeling/these feelings.

My surroundings aren't making me happy...

This sucks.

I want to go HOME, glue my hands to my PS controller, and just waste away the evening playing FF. I just want to leave, and stay in my room forever. And sleep. I want...NEED...sleep. I think you are rubbing off on me this week, daiyaonna ...I haven't went to bed before 12:00AM one night this week. -_- Bad Dai. XP

I'm really frustrated with my older sister. She has so screwed my family's vacation plans, and totally torn my Mimi's heart apart. Can anyone spell "Fraud," "Identity theft," and "Burglary?" What about "Discovery credit card number" and "social security number?" You put the pieces of the puzzle together.

 Stupid...Stupid, stupid, stupid.

What are you, a fool? Wait, you're WORSE than a fool. You're dirt. You're the dirt everyone walks on, you stinking, lying, cheating beggar. You want the high life? Try working for it. Oh, wait, you can't do that, can you?

 Oh, GOD, I am so mad...well, angry. Not mad.  

Then, she comes, like the fallen person she is, and stays at our house, taking the sleeping baby from my bed while I was getting ready to cover her up, and not bother her, then goes to cower on the living room couch telling Mom and Daddy that "I knew you all would get mad at me...I was gonna tell Mimi, but the days progressed, and I got scared to." WHAT. EVER. I swear, something is seriously WRONG with her.  

GOD! MAKE IT STOP!

I give up. I quit. I'm sick of it.

Well, surprise, surprise...

Apparently, I'm being picked up. For Christ's sake...What now?

I'll see everyone later.

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Ack! Dai! You must see the colorbar that broadway_addict  made for me! It's the fourth colorbar in my profile...dedicated to you! ^_^

Go see!

Now!

It's so pretty...

*strokes it lovingly*

^_^

Now, aiko_chan2006 , I must find a way to have one made of you...*thinks hard* Hmm...OH! I HAVE AN IDEA!! *runs off*

Anyways, I was bored...again. So, here's a little something I made.

( You can't resist me, Eiri-San. )

Well, I'm bored. Mom's at the store. Nyah, I wanted to go...

Well, I am off to more colorbar scheming and more icon-ness. Bai!!

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This is something I made for daiyaonna!!! Dai, I really, really hope you like it!!! This is what boredome sometimes causes. ^_~

( Clicky here for your surprise...but, don't get burnt. Hee~ )

Wee~ That was fun to do. I gotta make more. ^_^

Ugh...I am feeling SO sick...*cries* My stomach hurts SO bad...I should go lay down for a while...and scrounge around for some chocolate.

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For those who are wondering why I'm not at school today...well...I am sick...sick with womanly problems. And, I would KILL for some chocolate...(I say that alot, don't I? O.o) My stomach is killing me. *doubles over in pain*

Plus, I'm babysitting my beautiful niece, whom I hadn't seen in a while! I am like Tohru towards Kisa when it comes to her. *grin* Know what I mean, Dai? *chuckle*

Taken from animalboything .

Pick ONE from each pair that you think describes me the best & leave it in the comments. Then, copy this and post it in your own journal to see how your friends view you.

* dominant or submissive
* logical or intuitive
* social or loner
* kinky or vanilla
* cute or sophisticated
* kitten or puppy
* warm flannel sheets or sleek satin
* leader or follower
* quiet or talkative
* spontaneous or planned
* teddy bear or porcelain doll
* hiking or window shopping
* tequila or vodka
* top or bottom
* bare foot or shoes
* jeans or slacks
* tender or rough
* aware or dreamy
* nerd or geek

Be...good to me. >.<

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Meh...

I just thought that maybe I'd post, because I'm bored.

I just made an icon of my niece and I, so take a gander at it and glomp my baby's cuteness. ^_~ I'm sure it's obvious, then, that I miss her alot. I haven't seen her in a long while. My older sister ticks me off sometimes. *boils* Runs off to God-knows-where, doesn't call...argh. Nevermind that.

Anyways...I didn't like school today. It was boring (except for Charlotte, that was just awsome! Go, Char-Char!), and people were in weird moods that I didn't like. I hope I didn't do anything to offend anyone. Another sucky detail is that there was testing, which was SO boring I was about to rip my eyeballs out of my head and throw them at someone. I know I did okay on the test, though. Editorials are easy, thanks to Journalism. : /

*sigh*

My weekend was actually pretty good. Saturday night...*cough*...Sunday morning, I was talking to Dai-chan on messenger, for a loooong time. I don't think I fell asleep untill 2:00...maybe even later. I had so much on my mind -_-...and I kept getting strange feelings that someone...or something...was in my room, like a shadowy thing. It was scary. Anyways, Dai and I (Hey! That rhymed! Heh.) talked about alot of different things. I enjoyed talking to her! I even got all teary eyed during our conversation, I was really down and upset by what's been going on with school and other things, but she said some things that made me cry even harder but cheer me up some all the same. I suppose I needed to cry. Consider yourself something, Dai, because I hate to do that. <.< Anyways, I love you lots, Dai-chan! You're a beautiful person...inside and out! ^_^

Friday was fun, thanks to aiko_chan2006 and Mickey. We went to the Mexican restaurant, and I had...ohh, yeeees...a strawberry Daquiri, something I sure needed. After that, we went to Wal-Mart (the ULTIMATE nothing-else-to-do hang out place, heh) and looked at DVDs and CDs. Ai-chan bought Elektra! Coolness! ^_~ After Wal-Mart, we went to Dairy Queen to get some dessert, and hung there outside for a loooong time, just catching up and 'reminiscing,' along with acting like total idiots, which I happen to be very good at. *grin* It was so much fun...after we left there, we took my older sister home with us, and then went to Ai-chans house, and hung out there for a while. I got to see her prom dress and shoes (YAY!), which were SO gorgeous!!! (Go, Aiko! Blow them away!!! ^_^ ) Darryl is such a cutie. (OMG, Adair! He's fallen and he can't get up! LMAO! XDDD) Anyways, it was fun! Thanks for the blast, aiko_chan2006 .

Well, I have to go, Momma is poking at me to get off. I'll see everyone tomorrow!

Oh, btw, malithar , your PSP is a butt-kicker. I love Bill Clinton, now, in a way. *laughs hysterically*

And, theyoungman!!! Get home, already. Everyone misses the life of the party you are. ^_~

Bye-bye! 

Just want to send a HUGE thank you to apvw_icons , who made the most awsome Evanescence colorbar that I now have!

It's loveliness. ^_^

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YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSS! A SCHULDIG COLORBAR!!

*screams*

 *grabs the nearest person and dances like a drunken monkey*

 I art so happy!!!!

I love you forever, absinthe_monday !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(Be sure to check my info, Daiya!)

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Wee~

I feel...accomplished. ^____^ I drew a pic for daiyaonna, she said that she was the bunny in the picutre. Lucky son-of-a-gun.

*is extremely jealous*

For my Daiya!! *sqeeze* I luff you. Btw...yummy, finger-licking good cake today! Wonderful job. May God bless hungry_worm!!!!!!!!!

Here is the pic:

(Warning- My scanner is such a nutball. It cuts off parts. Argh.)

( Schuldig x Aya: The Morning After )

And, SUPRISE, aiko_chan2006 !!!!! I did your picture! Thanks to my special someone, I was able to get the manga. Hee~ Hope you likey! And, I hope your B-day was great. I love you lots!

( Don't ever...EVER...get on his stage )

Aiko, I will give this to you tomorrow. Sorry it wasn't ready for today. *is ashamed* Please forgive me!

Oh, I am so hungry. I want pizza. *drool*

Well, gotta split!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, aiko_chan2006 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOOOOOOVE YOU!

*hugs*